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I am my own cowardice.

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I Did it Again.

Only three cuts on each arm tonight. Two were exceptionally deep but there wasn’t much blood. I haven’t been drinking as much water as I normally do. I still need to eat more protein. I could definitely taste the lack of water. After the third cut I had to take a break because I was getting light headed. I still am. The ones one my left arm are the deepest, I can feel the wind from my ceiling fan playing inside each red ravine. I need to get more rubbing alcohol. Now I’m going to lie back, relax, and in a little bit I’ll let the music carry me away into the realm of dreams.

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